Where's KIKI? sob*sob*

"Where wud Kiki possibly gone to?" That was the question that came poppin 2 mind as I was about to enter the house. It seems like as if I was askin it to Lala, my other cat, whom been caged for wateva reason. Sumhow Lala stared at me in anger, or so I thot. Kiki wud usually greet me right after I park my car & escort me to the door. But not that nite, wonder y..

So I surrendered myself to my comfy sofa & turned on the tv. Watched Everybody Loves Raymond and flipped through the channels (4, 17, & 70-72) over & over again. I was damn bored. It's only 12.30 & I didnt even feel sleepy yet. Then I saw my bro's notebook on the dinner table & hurried to the table before he comes back. Had a few surfin ere & there (friendster la wat else? :P) & replied a few emails juz to kill the time, till my bro came home. & at the moment he opened the door, He told me the worse news of the day! Kiki was ranover by a car!

FYI, I always get this news once too many times. The first cat I had was ranover by a car juz infront of my house. The next one was banged by Adal (my stupid bro) & got her leg broken & soon after died because of that. & now Kiki? & not surprisingly the killer was very well- known..Adal! He said Kiki came out of nowhere when he reversed his car on his way out. Arghh!I was damn frustrated & depessingly sad. Juz when I thot I could watch Kiki grow old (which I never get to see), He burned down all those dreams in a flash! Now Lala will have no fren 2 play wit, & wud be all alone; eat alone, sleep alone etc. *Sigh*

I dun think my house is an ideal or safe place for cats, or any other pets for that matter. Had cats, hamsters, fish, turtle & they r all dead, if not dissapeared. So now I'm left with Lala. Is there still hope? Shud I get a new partner for her? Or shud I juz give her away to a more responsible family, or send her back 2 the vet, where I got it from? :(