Missing Lala

After losing all four new-born kittens a few months ago, now I lost LALA, the mother.
Early yesterday morning, my mom was reversing her car when she heard a loud unpleasant sound, the sound of pain from my poor one & only cat, LALA. It seemed that her tail got rammed over which made her tail numbed and possibly paralyzed cuz it stopped moving. Adal was the one who’ve been told by my mom to bring LALA to the vet. And the minute he reached the vet and opened the car door, LALA who’s been terrified of first trip in a car, ran off and vanished in split seconds. Adal couldn’t find her after a few moment of rigorous searching (well, that’s what he had claimed :P)

Losing a cat in an accident and losing a cat without knowing where it is and what happened is two different things. Hence, the level of frustration is also different depending on the person’s sensitivity and endurance. Some might think death is better accepted than knowing something is gone without a reason. Some might feel it’s better to lose something knowing it’s still alive & not evidently dead. And others, like me, thinks both situations affects the same to mind, body & soul, cuz we are losing a SOUL ere! Not juz someTHING…

*sob sob*